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Saturday, June 11, 2005

 some one out there dosent no it but i want to go out wit them

 

 

 

dennis ..................& ****


whats meant to be will always find a way
i`d trade all of my tOmOrrOws
[[f.O.r.-.o.n.e.-.y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y]]

:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT oNe gUy:
.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.

.•:*If you look inside a girls heart
You'd see how much she realli criez, you'll find.•:*
secrets hiDden, besT frienz, anD liez, but.•:*
whaT you'Ll see the most is.•:*
hoW it iS to Stay {StronG} wheN
NothiNgs rigHT and EverYthiNGs .•:*wrOng.•:*

yOu knOw yOu lOve sOmeOne
when yOu want them tO be happy
even if their happiness means
*-y O u r nOt p a r t Of i t-*

i can fOrget the tears & hurt yOu put me thrOugh
but i [can`t] fOrget the laughs & special times i shared with yOu
nO matter hOw much time gOes by
yOu will always be a part Of my heart * always by my side
bC i cOuldn`t stOp lOving yOu . . . even if i tried

ThErEs [. a L w A y S.] qOnnA bE
-x- 0ne pers0n -x- yOu wiSh yOu cOuLd bE wiTh
eVeN aFTeR knOwiNq ThAt pErsOn
::dOeSnT:: wAnNa bE wiTh yOu

* It's -u n e x p l a i n a b l e- *
¤ My Love For You ¤
* It's -u n b e l i e v e b l e- *
¤ What I Go Through ¤
* It's -u n c o m p r e h e n d a b l e- *
¤ What I Would Do ¤
* Just For You To Feel The Same *
¤ Way That I Do Too ¤

my friiEnds tell me tO qive up On yOu
buT thEy dOnt see -- yOu liKe i dO
whEn i seE yOu wiTh ThaT oTher qirl
i qet the .wOrst. feelinq in the world

i thOuqht all the hurtin was finally dOne
but then i lOoked at yOu & her
& realizEd its jus beqUn . . .

what d0 y0u d0 when he g0es away..
when *everythinq* changes in jus 0ne day..
theres n0thin y0u can d0 .. when the
*0nE* y0u l0ve d0esnt LoVe y0u*

i`ve made alOt Of mistakez befOre..
but tha wOrst One was thinkin that
he wOuldn`t | h U r T | mE -aGaiN-

i thouqht i was qonna forqet you but i was wronq
-i thouqht i was qettin over you but its been a lie for so lonq-
//i thouqht id be able to hate you but its somethin i cant do//
..no matter what happens im still in love with you..

i AcT liiKe i dOn`T cArE bUt i`M [l y i n q]
eVeRyTyMe i SeE yOu WiTh HeR i`M [d y i n q]

missinq yOu isnt the hardest part -
its knOwin that i Once had yOu that breaks my heart
i wish i never qOt tO knOw yOu cuz nOw the Only thinq
i wanna dO is be the One that will *kiss-huq-nD hOld yOu*
sOmetimes i wOnder if yOu knOw hOw much yOu mean tO me

..hAvE yOu EvEr wAtChEd hIm LeAve,
nOt wAnTiNq hIm tO gO,
tHeN wHiSpErIng tO yOuRsElF
"qOd i LoVe hIm mOrE tHaN hE'll eVeR KnOw"

yOull never find anOther qirL
whO cared as much as i did
bcuz nO1 will waste all their Love
On sOmeOne Like u..Like i did

whEn i sEe yOu -
i hAvE tO rEmEmBeR ThaT i cAn`T hAvE yOu
whEn i tAlK tO yOu -
i knOw ThaT i`LL nEvEr bE abLe tO kiSs yOu
nD whEn i sEe yOu wiTh hEr -
i knOw hOw LuCkY sHe iS
[nD shE dOeSn`T eVen knOw]

i dont care if i dont have u..
as long as ur there by my side
watchin every step i take..

»Just gotta stick with it*pretend everythings ok* even when its not.. just keep on smiling*someday he`ll realize* how much you've been through* and see how much he really needs you«

i *dont* wanna {walk} a w a y because
im a f r a i d you *wont* come ((*a f t e r m e*))

Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr

Being away from you
is slowly driving me
. i . n . s . a . n . e .

and i`ll sit here and take it all in
is there anything else you want
ed to tell me? 'cause my hearts
all yours go ahead, shatter it

TaKe tHiS rAzOr n SiGn mY wRiSt
sO eVeRy1 KnOwS wHo LeFt mE liKe ThiS

-::-Its hard to wait around for sumthin that u kno is never gonna happen but its even harder when u kno its the only thing u want-::-

iLL RiSk eVeRyThInG i haVe
iLL FigHt TiLL I bLeEd
GiVe u mY LiFe . .
iF tHaTs WuT u nEEd

i WiSh mY wOrDs wUd WoRk
aNd mY tEaRz WuDnT sHoW
yOuR mY wOrLd bAbY
BuT i GuEss uLL nEva KnO

if i took all the times you made me feel [ SPECiAl ]
and times them by 100
it wouldn`t even come close to all the times
you made me feel like [ Shit ]

: dont u wish you could go back
: to the best memory of ur life
: and live in it (( f o r e v e r ))

Have you ever fallin in love
But knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
But knew you'd get nowhere?
Have you ever watched them walk away...
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered 'i love you' softly...
Not wanting them to know?
You cried all night in misery,
And almost went insane.
There's nothin in this world
That causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the price you pay is high.
So i say, don't fall in love,
You'll be hurt before it's through.
You see my friend you ought to know,
I fell in love with you.

i wanna be the
girl that you cant
live without
because i'm the
girl who can`t
live without
yOu

iitSz liike ii l0ve y0u buht ii hate y0u
ii wanna thr0w y0u 0ff a cliiff but be
at tha b0tt0m ehn catch y0u

I've come tho the point where I'm not gonna be upset and I'm not gonna care...Only because everytime I did...It got me no where.

-:|:-.:EvErY tImE:.
*Im NoT wItH yOu*
.:I fEeL lIkE:.
*SoMeThInGs MiSsInG*
.:ThEn I rEaLiZe:.
*YoU hAvE mY hEaRt*

::y0u kn0w y0u`re in l0ve, when all it takes
is one s0ng on the radii0 t0 make y0u think
of him nd the next thing y0u kn0e
yOu have tears runnin dOwn u r face

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you [care]
Even if you're lying,
that’s what I need to ((hear))

I think part of the reason we hold onto something for
so long is because we fear that
something so great wont ever happen again

Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr

I nEvEr [sToPpeD]LoVeN HiM
i JuS StOppEd LeTTiN iT [sHoW]

u can L o v e anyOne yOu want
tHe oNly prObLem iS.. s0 can He

«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»
(¯`×. ii must be wishiing`
on someone else`s star cause
everything i wish for she gets .
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»

x3 he`ll alwayz b mii heart`s stronqest weakness

Dear Heart;
i met a boy today,
prepare to shatter.

its like writing your name
on a foggy window and
watching it slowly fade away <3

i WiSh . i WaNt . iD LoVe to be .
. HiS LoVe . HiS LiFe . HiS EvEryThiNg .

it gets so hard to trust sumbody when any1
u open up ur heart to l e t s y o u d o w n

.x.i knOw he really likez her`nd im nOt gOnna interfere.x.
sO ima just sit here`nd(watch) my whOle wOrld -» d i S s A p e a R

iit hurts t0 l0ve u the way i d0 n then l0ok at u n realiize h0w much u d0nt care

* ---> it's sad when someone you know
becomes someone you - k n e w

.:*Y o u c a n ' t
*:.h u r t s o m e o n e
.:*u n l e s s y o u
*:.r e a l l y m e a n
.:*s o m e t h i n g t o
*:.t h e m

 


Don't say I didn't tell you,
Don't say I didn't care.
Cause when my life is over,
You'll wish you would've been there.
My life is empty without you,
The loneliness drives me insane.
You walk around wearing a smile,
While I'm left in so much pain.
I told you I was sorry,
That I'd never hurt you again.
I told you I'd give one hundred percent,
To make things like they were back then.
This I didn't lie about,
I would have tried my best.
But you refused to just give me the chance,
To make up for all the rest.
You say you didn't want me to leave,
When you're the one who let me go.
Now I am telling you, you are my life,
So don't say you didn't know...


Friday, June 03, 2005

GIRL`S FACTS
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

 

kiss her in the rain,
kiss her when she least expects it..<3


PERFECT BOYFREND SURVEY

Phase ONE - APPEARANCE


About how tall would he be - taller then me
Shoe size -11"
Skinny or fatskinny
Buff or normalnormal
Six-packyes
Hair style - medium &curly
Color hair
- dirty blonde
Eye color - blue
Dark, Tan, or Light Skin -tan
Glasses or contacts - contacts
Piercing - no
Braces or no braces -no 
Scars - some
Eyebrows - nice
Big butt or little butt? - little
Chest hair - some
Do you really care what he looks like? kinda

Phase TWO - PERSONALiTY

Nice or mean - nice
Would he be caring - yes
Is he the sensitive type or the kinky type -kinky
Would he be afraid to show his feelings - no
Jealous type? -  yes
Flirty -
sorta
Protective - yes
Funny or serious - funny
Outgoing or shy -  outgoing
Lazy - nome
Sarcastic or sincere - sincere
Would he swear - no
Music -rap

Phase THREE - SOCIAL-SCHOOL

Does he have a lot of girlfriends - no
Would he hang out with you or his friends - both
Would he hang out with your friends - yes
Party or stay home - party
Would he have a lot of friends - yes
Smart or stupid - smart
Would he put his friends before you? - no

Would he drink - no
Would he smoke? - no
Would he do drugs - no
Would he tell you he loves you -  yes
Would he act different around his friends - yes

Phase FOUR - AROUND YOU

Hold hands - yes
Kiss you - yes
Hug you from behind - yes
Would he call you 'hunny, sweety, baby' -no 
Will he walk you to the door - yes
Will he open doors for you - yes
Will he pull out chairs for you - no
Would he surprise you - no
Remember your anniversary - no
Would he lay under the stars with you - yes
Watch the sunrise with you - yes
Write love letters - yes
Write poems about you - no
Would he cook for you? -yes

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